Jay,
We all have been there in some shape or form! But for me I look at it as glass half full also, you are venturing out of your comfort zone that so many remain in, and trying certain moves that you normally wouldn't especially that low to the ground.. That's a Positive crash in my book. Hate that you tore up the N5c, but at least your pushing yourself. Remember this, the more you get comfortable flying Low, and I mean Low , you will actually prefer that then flying higher. Myself am so accustomed to flying low and dragging blades, that I litteraly get a little weird feeling flying above 4 ft. It's wierd as hell and I can't explain it. I guess I finally accepted that in order to progress within this hobby you can't be worried about crashing. Shits going to happen no doubt, might as well enjoy it "Like You Did" before it does. Good luck with the rebuild..
BR,
Kevin